在对的时间，遇到对的人是一 种幸福，在对的时间,遇到错 的人是一种悲伤， 在错的时 间，遇到对的人是一种叹惜！ 所以请你正确和真心对待你遇 到过的每一个人，珍惜你身边 的亲人，朋友，还有恋人，你 将会成为世界上最幸福的人”
“你怕不怕爱一个人………………….? 如果你不爱一个人, 请放手. 好让别人有机会爱他/她. 如果你爱的人放弃了你, 请放开 自己, 好让自己有机会爱别 人. 有的东西你再喜欢也不 会属于你的,有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的. 人生中 有许多种. 但别让自己让成为 一种伤害. 有些缘分是注定 要失去的,有 些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的, 爱一个人 不一定要拥有, 但拥有一个人 就一定要好好的去爱他/她. 男人哭了是因为他真的爱了. 女人哭了是因为她真的放弃. 如果真诚是一种伤害, 我选择谎言; 如果谎言是一种伤害, 我选择沉默;如果沉默是一种 伤害, 我选择离开. 如果失去 是苦你怕不怕付出, 如果迷乱 是苦, 你会不会选择结束, 如果追求是苦, 你会不会选择执 迷不悟, 如果分离是苦, 你要 向谁倾诉, 好多事情都是 后 来才看清楚, 好多事情当时 一点也不觉得苦!!”
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Dad
I had a miss call today,took a look at it and realize that my brother called me, and so i called back which he asked where you go? i said go out as usual with that bit of unhappiness inside my voice like who is he to care,bt what he said next totally threw me off my chair,he said "papa sheng bing liao,kuai dian hui lai" which means dad is sick,come home quickly...so immediately i rush to take the next train home,on my way...i ask about the details.
My dad was working as usual when he suddenly felt dizzy and vomitted and sort fo fainted...thats when his friend working with him sent him back home,BUT without anyone at home,not me nor my brother...and it was only after that he called my brother which was over at my mum's working place cause she isnt in town and he went home immediately,thats when he called me.
On my way home...i thought bout it,flashback came to me again...on the train...the bus the walk home...throughout the years he was the best dad one can ever had,though i've NEVER EVER shown it in my action or words,words can never describe all that he had done for me,or in actual fact this family. Throughtout the years never in my memory has he once fallen ill...or maybe he did but just because it was such a small illness like a flu or a cough,nobody thought anything of it...in my memory,this is the 3rd time in recent years he's down...and this time is infact the most serious time.
Guilt overtook me again...i went out without telling anyone,what if something happens to my dad...i called him just before going out asking him where my brother was,but i did not tell him im going out...what IF something really happens to him? though i try to deceive myself,but fact is...hes old,or growing old...times when i look at him from behind from the ever strong guy that could carry me and my brother each on 1 of his arms playing around with us till now,the man that is still doing the same thing the same chores,cooking..mopping the floor...time have change me and my brother have all change,i used to look at him upwards..now its the otherway,but the only person that has yet to change is him,my dad,hes still doing what he used to do for us over all this years...
Yes he doesnt earn alot,yes he works in a factory,yes he doesnt owns a car,SO WHAT? He's still my dad,like what he told me the other time " No matter what,im still your father" he 'told' me this when we were in the middle of an argument...yes,no matter whats happens hes still my dad,always will be...another time also in an argument,he ask why i've become so bad over the years,from bad to worst...did i learn it from somewhere, my friends or what? i said,all the bad thing came from you and mum,its never gonna change,its inside my blood...years after that,i wanna say...Dad,everything good that i have inside of me,i have it from you...really,if anything is gonna happen to my dad,pls...dun come too soon,my dad has been sowing all his life,he hasnt had a change to reap the result yet,so please i beg you...dun come too soon,not just yet...if theres anything i can do to,i'll do it...i learn CPR hoping that it'll come in useful one day..bt not on my dad,i work to lighten my dads load,but it may not seem that way,still i'll do whatever its takes...WHATEVER IT TAKES
he doesnt earn alot to give us the best,yes he cannot give me and my brother the best,but it was the best he could give us and the family,yes he works in a factory,so? its a decent living,a decent job...even though it takes a toll on his health,he still does it,for us,yes he doesnt owns a car,its ok...we dont have a need for a car,better off using public transport.
Right at that moment,when i see him lying on bed...i walk up to my brother,asking 'ta tu de na mo li hai,zhe mo ban?' but he replied ' bu yong jin de la...mei chi dou zhe yang de ma,wo na li dong' it was till then i realize that...my brother was always looking up to me,im the only one that can hold this family together if anything ever happens,but there i am...not knowing what to do,or what should i even do if anything ever gonna happens.
joy,if only you were here...you'll give me advice
My dad was working as usual when he suddenly felt dizzy and vomitted and sort fo fainted...thats when his friend working with him sent him back home,BUT without anyone at home,not me nor my brother...and it was only after that he called my brother which was over at my mum's working place cause she isnt in town and he went home immediately,thats when he called me.
On my way home...i thought bout it,flashback came to me again...on the train...the bus the walk home...throughout the years he was the best dad one can ever had,though i've NEVER EVER shown it in my action or words,words can never describe all that he had done for me,or in actual fact this family. Throughtout the years never in my memory has he once fallen ill...or maybe he did but just because it was such a small illness like a flu or a cough,nobody thought anything of it...in my memory,this is the 3rd time in recent years he's down...and this time is infact the most serious time.
Guilt overtook me again...i went out without telling anyone,what if something happens to my dad...i called him just before going out asking him where my brother was,but i did not tell him im going out...what IF something really happens to him? though i try to deceive myself,but fact is...hes old,or growing old...times when i look at him from behind from the ever strong guy that could carry me and my brother each on 1 of his arms playing around with us till now,the man that is still doing the same thing the same chores,cooking..mopping the floor...time have change me and my brother have all change,i used to look at him upwards..now its the otherway,but the only person that has yet to change is him,my dad,hes still doing what he used to do for us over all this years...
Yes he doesnt earn alot,yes he works in a factory,yes he doesnt owns a car,SO WHAT? He's still my dad,like what he told me the other time " No matter what,im still your father" he 'told' me this when we were in the middle of an argument...yes,no matter whats happens hes still my dad,always will be...another time also in an argument,he ask why i've become so bad over the years,from bad to worst...did i learn it from somewhere, my friends or what? i said,all the bad thing came from you and mum,its never gonna change,its inside my blood...years after that,i wanna say...Dad,everything good that i have inside of me,i have it from you...really,if anything is gonna happen to my dad,pls...dun come too soon,my dad has been sowing all his life,he hasnt had a change to reap the result yet,so please i beg you...dun come too soon,not just yet...if theres anything i can do to,i'll do it...i learn CPR hoping that it'll come in useful one day..bt not on my dad,i work to lighten my dads load,but it may not seem that way,still i'll do whatever its takes...WHATEVER IT TAKES
he doesnt earn alot to give us the best,yes he cannot give me and my brother the best,but it was the best he could give us and the family,yes he works in a factory,so? its a decent living,a decent job...even though it takes a toll on his health,he still does it,for us,yes he doesnt owns a car,its ok...we dont have a need for a car,better off using public transport.
Right at that moment,when i see him lying on bed...i walk up to my brother,asking 'ta tu de na mo li hai,zhe mo ban?' but he replied ' bu yong jin de la...mei chi dou zhe yang de ma,wo na li dong' it was till then i realize that...my brother was always looking up to me,im the only one that can hold this family together if anything ever happens,but there i am...not knowing what to do,or what should i even do if anything ever gonna happens.
joy,if only you were here...you'll give me advice
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Man
We're called MAN for a reason,yes Man as in a male,not humanity
there're things where we man can never give up and should never give up,
and things we should do
for Pride,Glory,Diginity & Honour
And then we can be called the Man Of Honour,after pushing ourself to physical and mental limit,then we've earn our our mark to be called MAN.
ps. for Honour and Glory
there're things where we man can never give up and should never give up,
and things we should do
for Pride,Glory,Diginity & Honour
And then we can be called the Man Of Honour,after pushing ourself to physical and mental limit,then we've earn our our mark to be called MAN.
ps. for Honour and Glory
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