Well been a really really long ime since i've posted,or have i even had a proper post before?
Anyway,went to watch New Moon wit my baby aka rochell today...wasnt that bad it nice and great movie,but i wouldnt recommand haters to go for it,since u hate it
So set off at 4PM and only found out that NYP is located at YCK when im at CCK,so i've to rush all e way there without my bike,or rather my god-dad bike on mrt and finally manage to reach there before she ended her school*Phew*
We were actaully suppose to hunt for my shoes just like how Jacob hunts for the vampire,but in e end we settle for LJS immediately after reaching TM upon her request*wink*,oh we bought the tickets before eating and walk around TM wit the little time we have to look for my shoe...soon we went in for the movie and our seat is like,sucks only.
Anyway..Edward is still as CHARMING,Bella still memorize me as much,and not to forget Jacob's Body i think he have like 12 packs X.x
Overall its a really 'good' day out wit my baby...and i've decided to keep the tickets,lmao like how people does it in teevee they'll have a trip when they hit a certain number. PS. i find rochell's and bells's figure about the same,LMAO only 1 word to describe it
Friday, December 4, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
~PTI~GUARDS~COMMANDOS~
Benn a long time since i last post man
Endure & Excel...Ready to Strike...for Honour & Glory
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Endure & Excel...Ready to Strike...for Honour & Glory
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Thursday, September 24, 2009
在对的时间，遇到对的人是一 种幸福.
在对的时间，遇到对的人是一 种幸福，在对的时间,遇到错 的人是一种悲伤， 在错的时 间，遇到对的人是一种叹惜！ 所以请你正确和真心对待你遇 到过的每一个人，珍惜你身边 的亲人，朋友，还有恋人，你 将会成为世界上最幸福的人”
“你怕不怕爱一个人………………….? 如果你不爱一个人, 请放手. 好让别人有机会爱他/她. 如果你爱的人放弃了你, 请放开 自己, 好让自己有机会爱别 人. 有的东西你再喜欢也不 会属于你的,有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的. 人生中 有许多种. 但别让自己让成为 一种伤害. 有些缘分是注定 要失去的,有 些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的, 爱一个人 不一定要拥有, 但拥有一个人 就一定要好好的去爱他/她. 男人哭了是因为他真的爱了. 女人哭了是因为她真的放弃. 如果真诚是一种伤害, 我选择谎言; 如果谎言是一种伤害, 我选择沉默;如果沉默是一种 伤害, 我选择离开. 如果失去 是苦你怕不怕付出, 如果迷乱 是苦, 你会不会选择结束, 如果追求是苦, 你会不会选择执 迷不悟, 如果分离是苦, 你要 向谁倾诉, 好多事情都是 后 来才看清楚, 好多事情当时 一点也不觉得苦!!”
“你怕不怕爱一个人………………….? 如果你不爱一个人, 请放手. 好让别人有机会爱他/她. 如果你爱的人放弃了你, 请放开 自己, 好让自己有机会爱别 人. 有的东西你再喜欢也不 会属于你的,有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的. 人生中 有许多种. 但别让自己让成为 一种伤害. 有些缘分是注定 要失去的,有 些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的, 爱一个人 不一定要拥有, 但拥有一个人 就一定要好好的去爱他/她. 男人哭了是因为他真的爱了. 女人哭了是因为她真的放弃. 如果真诚是一种伤害, 我选择谎言; 如果谎言是一种伤害, 我选择沉默;如果沉默是一种 伤害, 我选择离开. 如果失去 是苦你怕不怕付出, 如果迷乱 是苦, 你会不会选择结束, 如果追求是苦, 你会不会选择执 迷不悟, 如果分离是苦, 你要 向谁倾诉, 好多事情都是 后 来才看清楚, 好多事情当时 一点也不觉得苦!!”
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Dad
I had a miss call today,took a look at it and realize that my brother called me, and so i called back which he asked where you go? i said go out as usual with that bit of unhappiness inside my voice like who is he to care,bt what he said next totally threw me off my chair,he said "papa sheng bing liao,kuai dian hui lai" which means dad is sick,come home quickly...so immediately i rush to take the next train home,on my way...i ask about the details.
My dad was working as usual when he suddenly felt dizzy and vomitted and sort fo fainted...thats when his friend working with him sent him back home,BUT without anyone at home,not me nor my brother...and it was only after that he called my brother which was over at my mum's working place cause she isnt in town and he went home immediately,thats when he called me.
On my way home...i thought bout it,flashback came to me again...on the train...the bus the walk home...throughout the years he was the best dad one can ever had,though i've NEVER EVER shown it in my action or words,words can never describe all that he had done for me,or in actual fact this family. Throughtout the years never in my memory has he once fallen ill...or maybe he did but just because it was such a small illness like a flu or a cough,nobody thought anything of it...in my memory,this is the 3rd time in recent years he's down...and this time is infact the most serious time.
Guilt overtook me again...i went out without telling anyone,what if something happens to my dad...i called him just before going out asking him where my brother was,but i did not tell him im going out...what IF something really happens to him? though i try to deceive myself,but fact is...hes old,or growing old...times when i look at him from behind from the ever strong guy that could carry me and my brother each on 1 of his arms playing around with us till now,the man that is still doing the same thing the same chores,cooking..mopping the floor...time have change me and my brother have all change,i used to look at him upwards..now its the otherway,but the only person that has yet to change is him,my dad,hes still doing what he used to do for us over all this years...
Yes he doesnt earn alot,yes he works in a factory,yes he doesnt owns a car,SO WHAT? He's still my dad,like what he told me the other time " No matter what,im still your father" he 'told' me this when we were in the middle of an argument...yes,no matter whats happens hes still my dad,always will be...another time also in an argument,he ask why i've become so bad over the years,from bad to worst...did i learn it from somewhere, my friends or what? i said,all the bad thing came from you and mum,its never gonna change,its inside my blood...years after that,i wanna say...Dad,everything good that i have inside of me,i have it from you...really,if anything is gonna happen to my dad,pls...dun come too soon,my dad has been sowing all his life,he hasnt had a change to reap the result yet,so please i beg you...dun come too soon,not just yet...if theres anything i can do to,i'll do it...i learn CPR hoping that it'll come in useful one day..bt not on my dad,i work to lighten my dads load,but it may not seem that way,still i'll do whatever its takes...WHATEVER IT TAKES
he doesnt earn alot to give us the best,yes he cannot give me and my brother the best,but it was the best he could give us and the family,yes he works in a factory,so? its a decent living,a decent job...even though it takes a toll on his health,he still does it,for us,yes he doesnt owns a car,its ok...we dont have a need for a car,better off using public transport.
Right at that moment,when i see him lying on bed...i walk up to my brother,asking 'ta tu de na mo li hai,zhe mo ban?' but he replied ' bu yong jin de la...mei chi dou zhe yang de ma,wo na li dong' it was till then i realize that...my brother was always looking up to me,im the only one that can hold this family together if anything ever happens,but there i am...not knowing what to do,or what should i even do if anything ever gonna happens.
joy,if only you were here...you'll give me advice
My dad was working as usual when he suddenly felt dizzy and vomitted and sort fo fainted...thats when his friend working with him sent him back home,BUT without anyone at home,not me nor my brother...and it was only after that he called my brother which was over at my mum's working place cause she isnt in town and he went home immediately,thats when he called me.
On my way home...i thought bout it,flashback came to me again...on the train...the bus the walk home...throughout the years he was the best dad one can ever had,though i've NEVER EVER shown it in my action or words,words can never describe all that he had done for me,or in actual fact this family. Throughtout the years never in my memory has he once fallen ill...or maybe he did but just because it was such a small illness like a flu or a cough,nobody thought anything of it...in my memory,this is the 3rd time in recent years he's down...and this time is infact the most serious time.
Guilt overtook me again...i went out without telling anyone,what if something happens to my dad...i called him just before going out asking him where my brother was,but i did not tell him im going out...what IF something really happens to him? though i try to deceive myself,but fact is...hes old,or growing old...times when i look at him from behind from the ever strong guy that could carry me and my brother each on 1 of his arms playing around with us till now,the man that is still doing the same thing the same chores,cooking..mopping the floor...time have change me and my brother have all change,i used to look at him upwards..now its the otherway,but the only person that has yet to change is him,my dad,hes still doing what he used to do for us over all this years...
Yes he doesnt earn alot,yes he works in a factory,yes he doesnt owns a car,SO WHAT? He's still my dad,like what he told me the other time " No matter what,im still your father" he 'told' me this when we were in the middle of an argument...yes,no matter whats happens hes still my dad,always will be...another time also in an argument,he ask why i've become so bad over the years,from bad to worst...did i learn it from somewhere, my friends or what? i said,all the bad thing came from you and mum,its never gonna change,its inside my blood...years after that,i wanna say...Dad,everything good that i have inside of me,i have it from you...really,if anything is gonna happen to my dad,pls...dun come too soon,my dad has been sowing all his life,he hasnt had a change to reap the result yet,so please i beg you...dun come too soon,not just yet...if theres anything i can do to,i'll do it...i learn CPR hoping that it'll come in useful one day..bt not on my dad,i work to lighten my dads load,but it may not seem that way,still i'll do whatever its takes...WHATEVER IT TAKES
he doesnt earn alot to give us the best,yes he cannot give me and my brother the best,but it was the best he could give us and the family,yes he works in a factory,so? its a decent living,a decent job...even though it takes a toll on his health,he still does it,for us,yes he doesnt owns a car,its ok...we dont have a need for a car,better off using public transport.
Right at that moment,when i see him lying on bed...i walk up to my brother,asking 'ta tu de na mo li hai,zhe mo ban?' but he replied ' bu yong jin de la...mei chi dou zhe yang de ma,wo na li dong' it was till then i realize that...my brother was always looking up to me,im the only one that can hold this family together if anything ever happens,but there i am...not knowing what to do,or what should i even do if anything ever gonna happens.
joy,if only you were here...you'll give me advice
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Man
We're called MAN for a reason,yes Man as in a male,not humanity
there're things where we man can never give up and should never give up,
and things we should do
for Pride,Glory,Diginity & Honour
And then we can be called the Man Of Honour,after pushing ourself to physical and mental limit,then we've earn our our mark to be called MAN.
ps. for Honour and Glory
there're things where we man can never give up and should never give up,
and things we should do
for Pride,Glory,Diginity & Honour
And then we can be called the Man Of Honour,after pushing ourself to physical and mental limit,then we've earn our our mark to be called MAN.
ps. for Honour and Glory
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
愛在記憶中找你
To Yi,
That was the day i first saw you in the pub...you looked really lonely and down,
but i didnt have the guts to approach you,all i can do is to look at you from a distance.
Perhaps its fate,my sister brought you to our shop the next day.
I thought i was dreaming at that moment,
when you said you would helped out around the shop,i was over-joyed!
I remember you were upset about something the other day in the pub,
i regretted that i didnt used that chance to comfort you,
so i taught you how to make cake, hoping you can forget bout your unhappiness.
Eventually you became tougher,even happier than before,we even became close friends.
At the same time,we became chatting buddies.
Even though you wont let me know your feelings,i'll still do my best to cheer you up,
as long as i get to talk to you,i feel lucky already.
BUT IS THIS REALLY FRIENDSHIP?....or am i in love with you?
The feelings of having a crush on someone is really painful,
i really wanted to confess my love,but im scared to do so...
so i keep telling myself: 'I need to fight for my happiness,i cant let myself regret this'
I decided to ask you out for a boat ride,hoping to use this chance to confess to you.
But......you didnt show up.
Even though that date wasn't a success,i wont give up.
I decided to confess on the blog,
while i was waiting for your reply,im making your favourtie cake.
After that time,i didnt see you again,i keep leaving message on your cell,
im really worried bout you,and im felt really messed up.
If it's me who's making you suffer,i rather be the only one who is suffering!
When i saw you again,you reminded of the you in the pub,the difference now is that
i've the courage to come up to you.
But just as i was gonna pluck up my courage...you told me you're going to leave HongKong.
You last words to me was: "Don't wait for me,take good care of your job."
Although thats all you say,but it really broke my heart.
Ah Yi,we never had a chance to tell eachother our feelings,so i am using this chance
to write to you and tell you how i feel,and i believe one day you'll do the same.
So,im sorry,i can only promised you i'll do my best at work,but i'lls till wait for your reply...
and your return.
You might think im silly,but i just want you to know....you'll always be part of my memory.
Love,
Ah Fung
That was the day i first saw you in the pub...you looked really lonely and down,
but i didnt have the guts to approach you,all i can do is to look at you from a distance.
Perhaps its fate,my sister brought you to our shop the next day.
I thought i was dreaming at that moment,
when you said you would helped out around the shop,i was over-joyed!
I remember you were upset about something the other day in the pub,
i regretted that i didnt used that chance to comfort you,
so i taught you how to make cake, hoping you can forget bout your unhappiness.
Eventually you became tougher,even happier than before,we even became close friends.
At the same time,we became chatting buddies.
Even though you wont let me know your feelings,i'll still do my best to cheer you up,
as long as i get to talk to you,i feel lucky already.
BUT IS THIS REALLY FRIENDSHIP?....or am i in love with you?
The feelings of having a crush on someone is really painful,
i really wanted to confess my love,but im scared to do so...
so i keep telling myself: 'I need to fight for my happiness,i cant let myself regret this'
I decided to ask you out for a boat ride,hoping to use this chance to confess to you.
But......you didnt show up.
Even though that date wasn't a success,i wont give up.
I decided to confess on the blog,
while i was waiting for your reply,im making your favourtie cake.
After that time,i didnt see you again,i keep leaving message on your cell,
im really worried bout you,and im felt really messed up.
If it's me who's making you suffer,i rather be the only one who is suffering!
When i saw you again,you reminded of the you in the pub,the difference now is that
i've the courage to come up to you.
But just as i was gonna pluck up my courage...you told me you're going to leave HongKong.
You last words to me was: "Don't wait for me,take good care of your job."
Although thats all you say,but it really broke my heart.
Ah Yi,we never had a chance to tell eachother our feelings,so i am using this chance
to write to you and tell you how i feel,and i believe one day you'll do the same.
So,im sorry,i can only promised you i'll do my best at work,but i'lls till wait for your reply...
and your return.
You might think im silly,but i just want you to know....you'll always be part of my memory.
Love,
Ah Fung
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Privilege or Gift?
Intelligence...a word that has many understanding to it,
many ways of defining it.
But to me
"Intelligence is not a privilege, but a gift from heaven to us for the good use of all man-kind"
many ways of defining it.
But to me
"Intelligence is not a privilege, but a gift from heaven to us for the good use of all man-kind"
My Everything...
Its impossible for me to express
with the words of this earth
This overwhelming feeling
I keep on having for you
Its impossible to fathom
with the springs of this world
The endless love
that continues to grow
There is nobody in the world
that makes me smile and cry like you do
Its not like me at all but
I want to live watching you, hearing you
I want to have you live within my heart
Look at me, Come into my arms
You're my every, my everything
You're my everything
Love for you
Ive never won against you
But I become happier
The more I lose against love
There is no expiration date on my love
Even if there was the expiration date is never
Stay with me even though it isn't easy
Even if I forget everything else
I'll protect you
I only want to live watching you, hearing you
I want to have you live within my heart
Look at me, come into my arms
You're my every, my everything
You're my everything
Love for you
You are the true owner of my heart
My first and my last ?
I call for you with every breath
You're my every, my everything
You're my everything
Love for you
I love you
you're my everything
with the words of this earth
This overwhelming feeling
I keep on having for you
Its impossible to fathom
with the springs of this world
The endless love
that continues to grow
There is nobody in the world
that makes me smile and cry like you do
Its not like me at all but
I want to live watching you, hearing you
I want to have you live within my heart
Look at me, Come into my arms
You're my every, my everything
You're my everything
Love for you
Ive never won against you
But I become happier
The more I lose against love
There is no expiration date on my love
Even if there was the expiration date is never
Stay with me even though it isn't easy
Even if I forget everything else
I'll protect you
I only want to live watching you, hearing you
I want to have you live within my heart
Look at me, come into my arms
You're my every, my everything
You're my everything
Love for you
You are the true owner of my heart
My first and my last ?
I call for you with every breath
You're my every, my everything
You're my everything
Love for you
I love you
you're my everything
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Last Night
Last night....i received a text at 1.29am from someone which hasnt contact me for quite some time...a girl...yea,literally a GIRL.
Had a fight wit her step mum which leads to fighting wit her dad,and sorta ran away from home. So yea,text me...and we met for the 1ST time .
She wasnt what quite i expect her to be...well maybe cause she describe herself out to be fat and ugly,which im wondering now,don't all girls do that ?
Anyway...walk around helping her look for food and drinks,and 6 in the morning we're back in my house,she slept in my room,next to me as there werent any spare room...so ya..
But we didnt do anything and next morning she just went off.....im still a virgin alright^^
Had a fight wit her step mum which leads to fighting wit her dad,and sorta ran away from home. So yea,text me...and we met for the 1ST time .
She wasnt what quite i expect her to be...well maybe cause she describe herself out to be fat and ugly,which im wondering now,don't all girls do that ?
Anyway...walk around helping her look for food and drinks,and 6 in the morning we're back in my house,she slept in my room,next to me as there werent any spare room...so ya..
But we didnt do anything and next morning she just went off.....im still a virgin alright^^
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Nothing Compared To What Could've Happen
I promised never to put you throught anything like this ever again,
This is the last time you and i will be seeing.
This is the last time you and i will be seeing.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Everybody deserve a second chance.
What isit that makes us human,its not something you can programme
you can't put it into a chip....
its the strength of a human heart - the difference,between us and machine
- John conner
you can't put it into a chip....
its the strength of a human heart - the difference,between us and machine
- John conner
story of old man and lady
A longlong time ago....there was a very old couple,
the old man walk forwad with very BIG steps,while the old lady chase behind with small steps of hers,
The old lady just couldnt understand,why the old man had to walk with such big steps...in such a rush,
bt the old man too didnt understand why she had to walk so slowly...
Although thats the case,but never once did they gave up chasing and waiting,nor did they thought of it...
Because....they loved eachother very much .
the old man walk forwad with very BIG steps,while the old lady chase behind with small steps of hers,
The old lady just couldnt understand,why the old man had to walk with such big steps...in such a rush,
bt the old man too didnt understand why she had to walk so slowly...
Although thats the case,but never once did they gave up chasing and waiting,nor did they thought of it...
Because....they loved eachother very much .
Monday, June 8, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
How do I
How do i let go....
Theres no right or wrong in love,only worth it or not...it's true,isit not?
When you know that shes been lying along,and even till now...when another guy thats been letting her down is missing her as much as you do,and she is lying in his arms....
Wishing them well whole heartly,and then letting go...i really wish...as least still be good friends,or maybe just friends maybe...?
This feeling is just too much and deep..even saying it a thousand times wont be enough,much as i've the urge to hold your hand...i'll still haven to let go eventually...
Its not that i've not love enough,i've given it my all.
Theres no right or wrong in love,only worth it or not...it's true,isit not?
When you know that shes been lying along,and even till now...when another guy thats been letting her down is missing her as much as you do,and she is lying in his arms....
Wishing them well whole heartly,and then letting go...i really wish...as least still be good friends,or maybe just friends maybe...?
This feeling is just too much and deep..even saying it a thousand times wont be enough,much as i've the urge to hold your hand...i'll still haven to let go eventually...
Its not that i've not love enough,i've given it my all.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
so close
so close...so close...i could even feel the car's body...at that instant...everything went blank...i decided to live my life again...heaven gave me a chance...LIVE FOR NOTHING,OR DIE FOR SOMETHING,ITS NOT TIME FOR ME TO DIE YET...NOT JUST YET...I'LL LIVE FOR MYSELF THIS TIME,1 last time
Monday, May 25, 2009
I know i know that i shloud be letting go...im trying...i swear but still....reading those post sitll makes my blood boil...somehow...readers,I RAN AWAY FROM HOME,FROM FRIDAY TILL TODAY,AND IM BACK...I THOUGHT THAT I WON BE THKNING BOUT EHR ANYMORE...BUT I GUESS I WAS WORNG...NO MATTER HWO TIRED I AM...i still do,when i was lying at a shelter below my friend's house * ps. i didnt went up cause it wasnt convinent,so i spend both night outside that shelter* even when im back...when i read that both of them got back tgt...i was...___________...
find something or somewords to fill up that space cuz i couldnt think of anything with my limited vocabulary.
to think i believed her when she said she wouldnt get abck together,3times....im really too stupid yea?
how i wish that you'll regret all that you've done and cry...how i wish...
find something or somewords to fill up that space cuz i couldnt think of anything with my limited vocabulary.
to think i believed her when she said she wouldnt get abck together,3times....im really too stupid yea?
how i wish that you'll regret all that you've done and cry...how i wish...
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Lying lying this whole damn bloody time...
im just so SIBEI FUCKING agitated right now.
i damn feel like deleting this blog...FUCK this is for you girl and ur boy _!_
sibei dulan from yesterday till today
you've just destroyed everything,my whole life...oh i miss the part where u dun care
glad you didnt know that this blog still exist...thought that it has been deleted,cuz i'll be cursing and swearing all e way..
well you dun care..=.=FUCKFUCKFUCK~~
just how am i inferior to him...bloody ass hole hwo i wish im a boxer..this is for ur boy *PUNCH*
dunever compare me and him girl...it has ended it must,you'll never understand,CHAN POH JIN take this 'dunever come into simei ITE _!_ i'll make u crawl out'
and girl dun come crying back to me when hes let chu down...i doubt you will,im stupid....but i've never regreted ~NEVER WILL~
im just so SIBEI FUCKING agitated right now.
i damn feel like deleting this blog...FUCK this is for you girl and ur boy _!_
sibei dulan from yesterday till today
you've just destroyed everything,my whole life...oh i miss the part where u dun care
glad you didnt know that this blog still exist...thought that it has been deleted,cuz i'll be cursing and swearing all e way..
well you dun care..=.=FUCKFUCKFUCK~~
just how am i inferior to him...bloody ass hole hwo i wish im a boxer..this is for ur boy *PUNCH*
dunever compare me and him girl...it has ended it must,you'll never understand,CHAN POH JIN take this 'dunever come into simei ITE _!_ i'll make u crawl out'
and girl dun come crying back to me when hes let chu down...i doubt you will,im stupid....but i've never regreted ~NEVER WILL~
Monday, May 18, 2009
我好想你
The world of love is just like a bowl enough for 2 gold fish...1 more would be too squeezy and 1 less would be too lonely...
The 3 of us are just like 3 goldfish being suck into this web...or bowl rather...its was never meant to be this way...never meant to be...
Perhaps, not everything can possess a perfect ending and we will have not definite answer to certain questions.
The 3 of us are just like 3 goldfish being suck into this web...or bowl rather...its was never meant to be this way...never meant to be...
Perhaps, not everything can possess a perfect ending and we will have not definite answer to certain questions.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
hello !!!
are you even readin my posts not ...
lalallalalalalalallalalalaalaaaa
anyway ... my phone de loud speaker is really spoilt man ...
and i seldom check me phone de cause seldom ppl would sms me ...
all busy liao ..
anyway .. im just so super bored at home ..
so tot i'd just drop a post ...
tht all ..
see u
lalallalalalalalallalalalaalaaaa
anyway ... my phone de loud speaker is really spoilt man ...
and i seldom check me phone de cause seldom ppl would sms me ...
all busy liao ..
anyway .. im just so super bored at home ..
so tot i'd just drop a post ...
tht all ..
see u
Monday, April 27, 2009
'Mis-understood'
i read this below post from somewhere,a site that always triggers my thinking alot...and i feel this is another very...triggering post? so i decided to copy it here and share it with everyone,credits to mediacorp artist Elvin Ng
Somebody once told me
If you’re misundertood, it’s your fault
You’re responsible, not the other party
Because
You’re responsible for the words that came out of your mouth
That you say them in a way the meaning is correctly put across
That the meaning which leaves your mouthis the same meaning received at the other end
That your speech attains its desired effect
Then is it useful and effective speech
That it’s not what you said but what was heard
That it’s not what you meant but what people perceived you meant
That people understand you correctly
That you’re not misunderstood
If not, it’s your fault
You’re responsible
Yes, very utilitarian
Very practical advice
Makes you even more responsible for what you say
If you aren’t already
But then again…
Now, how much of a responsibility is that?
That you’re not only responsible for yourself and what you say
But you’re also responsible for what others hear or mis-hear, understand or mis-understand?
Is it “Misunderstood”
That the whole word comes as one?
That the whole word belongs to you?
Your responsibility?
Or is it “Mis-understood”
That “mis” is added to “understood”?
That perhaps at times
It’s beyond you?
“Misunderstood” or “Mis-understood”?
Learnt this from a friend:“To go on living without fear. Fear of not being[correctly understood or] rightfully acknowledged by everyone.”
我说过，爱一个人就是要进全力让她开心，一直到现在，我还是愿意做任何事，让你开心....even till now
Somebody once told me
If you’re misundertood, it’s your fault
You’re responsible, not the other party
Because
You’re responsible for the words that came out of your mouth
That you say them in a way the meaning is correctly put across
That the meaning which leaves your mouthis the same meaning received at the other end
That your speech attains its desired effect
Then is it useful and effective speech
That it’s not what you said but what was heard
That it’s not what you meant but what people perceived you meant
That people understand you correctly
That you’re not misunderstood
If not, it’s your fault
You’re responsible
Yes, very utilitarian
Very practical advice
Makes you even more responsible for what you say
If you aren’t already
But then again…
Now, how much of a responsibility is that?
That you’re not only responsible for yourself and what you say
But you’re also responsible for what others hear or mis-hear, understand or mis-understand?
Is it “Misunderstood”
That the whole word comes as one?
That the whole word belongs to you?
Your responsibility?
Or is it “Mis-understood”
That “mis” is added to “understood”?
That perhaps at times
It’s beyond you?
“Misunderstood” or “Mis-understood”?
Learnt this from a friend:“To go on living without fear. Fear of not being[correctly understood or] rightfully acknowledged by everyone.”
我说过，爱一个人就是要进全力让她开心，一直到现在，我还是愿意做任何事，让你开心....even till now
Saturday, April 25, 2009
I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I'll be there
I'll be there to comfort you
I'll build my world and dreams around you
So glad that I found you
I'll be there with love that's strong
I'll be your strength
I'll keep holding on and on
Oh yeah
"It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you?
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true with every little thing you do
It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way"
"Love leaves a memory that no one can steal.
But love also leaves a heartache that only one can heal."
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I'll be there
I'll be there to comfort you
I'll build my world and dreams around you
So glad that I found you
I'll be there with love that's strong
I'll be your strength
I'll keep holding on and on
Oh yeah
"It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you?
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true with every little thing you do
It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way"
"Love leaves a memory that no one can steal.
But love also leaves a heartache that only one can heal."
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
will* miss you
I can't sleep, I just can't breathe
When your shadow is all over me baby
Don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes
Cause what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be RIGHT HERE with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you......
What would it take , for you to see
To make you understand
I'll always believe
You and I can make it through
And i still know i can't get over you
And when our love seems to fade away
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be RIGHT HERE with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
OH baby,I miss you......
I do
ps. i just wanna call you baby again...i miss you,i really do
When your shadow is all over me baby
Don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes
Cause what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be RIGHT HERE with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you......
What would it take , for you to see
To make you understand
I'll always believe
You and I can make it through
And i still know i can't get over you
And when our love seems to fade away
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be RIGHT HERE with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
OH baby,I miss you......
I do
ps. i just wanna call you baby again...i miss you,i really do
Friday, April 17, 2009
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you (oooooh )
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)
Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh Ooooh, oh
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little*alot* too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you (oh eh eh eh)
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)
Over...
p.s it isnt just a little...its a huge lot...and i dunwanna get over
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you (oooooh )
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)
Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh Ooooh, oh
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little*alot* too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you (oh eh eh eh)
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)
Over...
p.s it isnt just a little...its a huge lot...and i dunwanna get over
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
3-7-20-1
台北我的夜生活
就是很那种
没有时间泡乌龙
专泡音乐节奏
旋律在四面八方
我就是听的感动
不要关上我耳朵
Just leave me alone
一部一部
改装车
呼啸过我身边
香车美女
碰碰碰
La si do re do la la la
我清了清喉咙
准备跟世界即时通
I don't want to run away I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
I just wanna feel
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
台北我的新朋友
用音乐Say哈罗
不做party animal
照样High过头
感觉在指间跳跃
我就是控制不了
不要想来铐住我
Just leave me alone
一部一部 改装车
呼啸过我身边
香车美女
碰碰碰
La si do re do la la la
我清了清喉咙
准备跟世界即时通
I don't want to run away
I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
I just wanna feel
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
I don't want to run away
I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
I just wanna feel
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
I don't want to run away
不管3-7-20-1
I don't want to run away
我要跟着感觉飞
I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
I don't want to run away
I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
Over...
就是很那种
没有时间泡乌龙
专泡音乐节奏
旋律在四面八方
我就是听的感动
不要关上我耳朵
Just leave me alone
一部一部
改装车
呼啸过我身边
香车美女
碰碰碰
La si do re do la la la
我清了清喉咙
准备跟世界即时通
I don't want to run away I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
I just wanna feel
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
台北我的新朋友
用音乐Say哈罗
不做party animal
照样High过头
感觉在指间跳跃
我就是控制不了
不要想来铐住我
Just leave me alone
一部一部 改装车
呼啸过我身边
香车美女
碰碰碰
La si do re do la la la
我清了清喉咙
准备跟世界即时通
I don't want to run away
I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
I just wanna feel
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
I don't want to run away
I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
I just wanna feel
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
I don't want to run away
不管3-7-20-1
I don't want to run away
我要跟着感觉飞
I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
不管3-7-20-1
我要跟着感觉飞
I don't want to run away
丢开3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
I don't want to run away
I just wanna play
不管3-7-20-1
我要不断的超越
Over...
Monday, April 13, 2009
再说一次我爱你
记得那天
你坐在我的面前
你的意愿很明显
等我的表现
我说改天
等我有足够时间
我一定给你一次完美
爱情的宣言
多想抓紧每一瞬间
只怕故事已是昨天
才明白忽略是我
最大的缺陷
我真的好想
再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
如果时间
能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手
再说一次我爱你
回忆已经
没有你在我面前
看什么也会感到厌倦
我闭上双眼
多想两个人盖一张被
一同刷牙一同洗脸
才明白错把机会
借给了明天
我真的好想
再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
逃避原来
不是面对的道理
看清自己种下的可惜
重复后悔的延续
喔~~我真的好想
再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
如果时间
能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手
再说一次我爱你
Over...
你坐在我的面前
你的意愿很明显
等我的表现
我说改天
等我有足够时间
我一定给你一次完美
爱情的宣言
多想抓紧每一瞬间
只怕故事已是昨天
才明白忽略是我
最大的缺陷
我真的好想
再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
如果时间
能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手
再说一次我爱你
回忆已经
没有你在我面前
看什么也会感到厌倦
我闭上双眼
多想两个人盖一张被
一同刷牙一同洗脸
才明白错把机会
借给了明天
我真的好想
再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
逃避原来
不是面对的道理
看清自己种下的可惜
重复后悔的延续
喔~~我真的好想
再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
如果时间
能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手
再说一次我爱你
Over...
几分
不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人 生气着
看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深 所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后
我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
只有最后一切才有定论...
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人 生气着
看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深 所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后
我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
只有最后一切才有定论...
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
月有圆弯,人生无长
BLOG....this blog is dedicated to my dearest girl...i should officially 'open' my blog only on the 1st day she leaves me...10/7/2009...i really cant bear for her to leave me man,honestly truthfully,joy can u like dun go? things will be bound to change after u go,dun ask me why,cause i know it will,but alot of things i duno how to say to her,maybe like u can say i duno how to express myself well all this,MAYBE,bt from ancient till modern time,its love that create the biggest joke,defeated heros,crush empire right?? well,most of u reading this should be just passing by,anyway i'll be minding my language in all my post,bt at times i would tend to overlooked it,so please forgive me,and i firmly wont link anyone as its only meant for her*maybe i will in future*,and well i dunthink i know anyone of u here...honestly i have my own diary and i think its stupid to blog online,bt i still reads people's blog oh well,man kind are always contridicting arent they? My post may get emotional at times,so please forgive me people if i offended anyone of u,my mood nw is...wu nai...somethings in life i just find it so helpless,you xin wu li,well its time i ended this post,summerize my today i feel...excited,nervous,*normal*,tired,then my f**k mode turn on,and it went off after awhile,moody
P.S my 1st post is like so shit,pardon me evrybody
P.S my 1st post is like so shit,pardon me evrybody
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