I-J.U.S.T-W.A.N.N.A-B.E-M.Y.S.E.L.F

just some rantings… sometimes you just want to say, well, this is me, take it or leave it. No more pretence, no more fear, no more baggage. No more what the world wants of you, no more living in the eyes of others, no more living in expectation, anticipation, or approval. Take away the hypocrisy, take away the worldly affair. Why does the world want or make us to be “fake/pretentious, polished/coated/shelled, edited/pieced together/cut and paste” as opposed to what we are or can be? ” i want to be as “real, raw, unedited” as i can be. as i am. how else could i live life, or do i know how to live life, other than this, i asked myself.

But many a time,we can never be ourself,NEVER EVER...a friend told me, because we're not an island, even if we are, we can never survive alone ... ... because this is a superficial world. Period.

goodbye my friend

my best buddie has finally left...i still cant accept the fact that hes gone,well maybe not gone,but just to another unit...but honestly,we all know we may not see eachother ever again right?

thanks buddy..i know you dont like your name being mention so im not gonna mention it..for the past 6 months,thanks!