How do I

How do i let go....

Theres no right or wrong in love,only worth it or not...it's true,isit not?

When you know that shes been lying along,and even till now...when another guy thats been letting her down is missing her as much as you do,and she is lying in his arms....

Wishing them well whole heartly,and then letting go...i really wish...as least still be good friends,or maybe just friends maybe...?

This feeling is just too much and deep..even saying it a thousand times wont be enough,much as i've the urge to hold your hand...i'll still haven to let go eventually...


Its not that i've not love enough,i've given it my all.

so close

so close...so close...i could even feel the car's body...at that instant...everything went blank...i decided to live my life again...heaven gave me a chance...LIVE FOR NOTHING,OR DIE FOR SOMETHING,ITS NOT TIME FOR ME TO DIE YET...NOT JUST YET...I'LL LIVE FOR MYSELF THIS TIME,1 last time

I know i know that i shloud be letting go...im trying...i swear but still....reading those post sitll makes my blood boil...somehow...readers,I RAN AWAY FROM HOME,FROM FRIDAY TILL TODAY,AND IM BACK...I THOUGHT THAT I WON BE THKNING BOUT EHR ANYMORE...BUT I GUESS I WAS WORNG...NO MATTER HWO TIRED I AM...i still do,when i was lying at a shelter below my friend's house * ps. i didnt went up cause it wasnt convinent,so i spend both night outside that shelter* even when im back...when i read that both of them got back tgt...i was...___________...
find something or somewords to fill up that space cuz i couldnt think of anything with my limited vocabulary.
to think i believed her when she said she wouldnt get abck together,3times....im really too stupid yea?


how i wish that you'll regret all that you've done and cry...how i wish...

Lying lying this whole damn bloody time...

im just so SIBEI FUCKING agitated right now.



i damn feel like deleting this blog...FUCK this is for you girl and ur boy _!_

sibei dulan from yesterday till today
you've just destroyed everything,my whole life...oh i miss the part where u dun care


glad you didnt know that this blog still exist...thought that it has been deleted,cuz i'll be cursing and swearing all e way..


well you dun care..=.=FUCKFUCKFUCK~~

just how am i inferior to him...bloody ass hole hwo i wish im a boxer..this is for ur boy *PUNCH*

dunever compare me and him girl...it has ended it must,you'll never understand,CHAN POH JIN take this 'dunever come into simei ITE _!_ i'll make u crawl out'

and girl dun come crying back to me when hes let chu down...i doubt you will,im stupid....but i've never regreted ~NEVER WILL~

我好想你

The world of love is just like a bowl enough for 2 gold fish...1 more would be too squeezy and 1 less would be too lonely...

The 3 of us are just like 3 goldfish being suck into this web...or bowl rather...its was never meant to be this way...never meant to be...


Perhaps, not everything can possess a perfect ending and we will have not definite answer to certain questions.

一直以来都是我太愚蠢了，我从来记忆不应该这样

Lover At First Sight?

对不起

其实很多时候我不知道你在想什么,
或许我一点也不了解你,
可是不管你要我做什么,
我都一定做,
我只知道爱一个人要进全力让她开心,
我原意做任何事.....让你开心一辈子。





对不起